~Mamoritai <3~

AHAHAHAAHAHAH

2008-06-11T20:41:47Z



		I will marry Okura.
		After a wild honeymoon, We will settle down in okuras bed in our fabulous Shack.
		We will have 8 kid(s) together.
		Our family will zoom around in a green toyota.
		I will spend my days as a singer, and live happily ever after.

SOON SUMMER BREAK! YAYZ!

2008-06-04T16:12:52Z

Long ago again ~

So, I will write some about my RL. This is a livejournal so I'll ud´se it as one hmhm

Okay. OKURAS NEW HAIR. <3
I need to watch janiben too.. haven't done that yet T__T.
And SC with Yasu..DAMN SCHOOL.

Ah yeah, school. SOON, SOON IT'S OVER :'D
june 13 <3

Tomorrow is my mothers B-day...... ^__^' <3 So an emoday again..

And yea, I havenät wrote about my new group I like.. SHINee!! *__*
The new SM group from korea *o*
They are rly cute, and cute music and... awesome <3

So now it is : Kanjani8, NEWS, BIG BANG, SHINee
goosh, why I like so many groups T__T My money.....bye bye.. X'D

Okay, sry for boring you with all my bla bla blaaaa RL talk *__*

That's all for now! <3

Happy Birthday Dearest ♥

2008-05-16T09:09:36Z

So now He is 23 years old :') And I am so happy for him . I hope He had a great day that he got to share with his beloved ones :) Y

I won't post like tons of pics, because alot of awsome ppl have already done that. And I have no vid either, but we all have seen Sonya-chans beautiful vid so Y :)

Happy Birthday Tadayoshi, I wish you the best and I hope YOUR wishes will come true :')
I love you :)
~~though you'll never know~~

Credits for pic to "Tadas future wife" ;)

satellite16

PS: I'm all inlove with that song you used for the Tadayoshi fan vid *-*

JE friends are the best friends <3 "PARTY"! :D

2008-05-06T17:44:06Z

My Johnnys friends from south came to visit me and Sanni in Stokholm this wekend! :'D
Gosh, I already miss them! We had so much fun.
Linn (nodame), Hanna (

chutcha ), Sanni (sann_ee) , My lil sis, and Me.

We went to a "party" in a friends sushi place XD and it was fun!
I post ~~to many~~ some pics from there visit! :D

Theera, Sanni, Hanna and Linn Y

And I'll start with this pic, me sanni and our JE friends was like *drooling* when we saw this pic first time XD
Stupid .

He looks kinda..... in the pic XD.....

chutcha and sann_ee, you are so cute *-*

Lil sis, sann_eeand nodame.. I hate them! Look how pretty they are T__T Y

Hanna and Theera, hawties. <3

Linn and Sanni doing the "TITANIC" 8D

Fixing us before going to sushi place. We look like a couple of monkeys picking eachothers backs XD!

Linn and Frida at the sushi place, u askdfjsfg cute girls T_T Y

Matty ( pinkhairyfairy ) and Sanni <3

uchikins and Sanni <3

uchikins and pinkhairyfairyin a game <3

Theera, Me, Linn and Rui <3

Linn and Rui being so cute *-*

To end with, Rui and Theera, so ghei Y

Sry if I bored you all with my pics T__T *hugs*

And oh, I am all inlove with Yuis song Laugh Away Y *___*
And it was long since I talked with some of you, how are everyone? ^ ^

YAMAPI! <33

2008-04-10T13:50:42Z

Okay ppls! I had no comp yesterday because I slept over at Theera, So I couldn't say this then but....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YAMAPI! <3<3<3
I hope you had a good day with friends and family ^__^

He is awsome.. *_*

I have got inlove with savage garden.. AGAIN! They are so good, I love there music, and their lyrics are so... pretty <3
*other random fact right now* I want summerbreak like now.srs. That would be nice ~
And hmmmm, I am sad... I have had no chance to buy kanjani8s or news new stuff in a long time, I'm starting to like.. die. T__T
Oh well. I can maybe force my bigsister *drools*

Hm dunno what more to say right now :O
Too some pics few days ago, so I post them here ^^

tesshigepi @ 2008-03-19T16:54:00

2008-03-19T16:17:27Z

Game rules：
A. People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves. Tag 8 people. Those who are tagged cannot refuse.
B. These 8 people must state who they were tagged by. You cannot tag the person who tagged you. Continue this game by sending this to 8 other people. People who are tagged will be blessed and their wishes will come true in the future.

1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
I would be .. sad *ofcourse lol.* and angry I think. I would feel so stupid *_*

2. What will you do if you do not share the same feelings as the person who likes you?
I would try to like.. say something like "we can be friends".. ^^;

3. What will your dream wedding be like?
Hm, I haven't thought about it yet but O_O
Maybe something like, not much pl, just me him and that guy that talks *english please -_-* and some close friends/family, on a beach somewhere :o that would be.. nice *_*

4. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
hmm well..

5. What's your ideal lover like?
plus if he has HUMOR .__. because or else.. it would be boring XD
And ofcourse carring, and sweet. Easy to talk with. or smthn like that.

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone else?
hmm. both. It isn't that easy to just "love" someone like that, so. And then to be loved, is really a beautiful thing so :)

7. If the person you like does not accept you, would you continue to wait for them to change their feelings?
hmm. actully I think I am an exampel for this *hides* so well, yeah... *runs away*

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
what to do.. no much ne Just, be very sad XD because even if I would be happy for him, it wouldn't be ME making him happy.

9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy recently?
yeah

10. What do you want most in life?
oh gosh, so many things. But to be hapy and healthy?

11. Is being tagged fun?
ofcourse!

12. If you find out that your best friend is going out with your boyfriend/girlfriend, how would you react?
~~She have already "been" with him so HAHAHA.~~ JKJK <3
I would be pretty "O___O" I think, she wouldn't do something like that. Would you?
And if she id, I would ofcourse be sad, and hmm, angry, dissapointed.

13. Who is currently the most important person to you?
Many ppl <3 ;__;

14. What kind of person do you think I am?
A really sweet nice person <3 that knows how to fangirl ;) <33

15. Would you rather be single and rich or married and poor?
Oh, this question is so.. ARHG! Because, you can't rly live without money actully, and I like to spend it so. But then also love is.. something that is hard to be without <3

16. If the person you secretly like cannot recognize you, what would you do/how would you react?
hm I can't do much about it. I would go home and cry myself to sleep everynight like the crybaby I am ^^;

17. Would you give your all in a relationship?
Yes, I would/will. But only if it is worth it *_*

18. If you fall in love with two persons simultaneously, who would you pick?
gosh that is one hard situation O_O eehm, would pi the one that knows me the best.

19. What type of friends do you like?
CRAZY PPL! <3 8D And ppl I can talk to, that can listen, to fun things, and listen to me crying, or being mad. HUMOR <3

20. If you played a prank on someone, and he/she fell for the trick, what would you do?
LMAO.

I tag only sanni, and the anyone else that wants to do it 8D

I'M ALVE! :O

2008-03-17T17:46:53Z

HELLO EVERYONE!! ♥

How are you?! Like 2000 years since I talked with any of you T__T *stabs self*

The biggest reason: NO COMP! But now after that susanne threw me out from our home I live with my brother!
Everything is better the living with her *_* But .. I have no room anymore ;__;
And worst of all.. ALL my johnnys stuffs are in a "paper bag" because I have no room for them D: *dies*
Oh well, atleast, the good thing, COMPUTEEER! :'D
So I hopw that now I can read and comment your entries again ^__^

I haven't bought kanjani8s new singel or the calender yet T__T cuz have no card. But I will ask my sister soon :O

I MISSED YOU ALL! <3

And here is 2 pics of me, maybe 3 months old or so

Long ago T__T

2008-01-31T22:32:17Z

Yoo everyone!

Omg, it was sooo long since I posted here T___T
And I was thinking today that I got some new friends from those memes just a while ago, and I had to say hello to you all! And sry that I haven't "been alive" at all! <3
Well, here I am! not dead, just no computer Y__Y well I have this one but it's susannes so I can't use it when I want ..
BUT! Tomorrow I will buy my new one!! :'D *jumps around* So finally I can sit when I want to!
DL things, comment more on ppls post (something I have really failed doing theese latest weeks ;__; <3)

I am so happy for okura to be in ES, BUT I am worried he works TOO much ;__; and that about his mother.. that worried me too..
And I am so happy for Uchi :'DDDDDD <33

Some days ago I got my shop photos from Luna! :'D Finally <3

To everyone that I have missed to comment on lately, sry ILU! <3

Tadayoshi <3 and RL

2008-01-03T23:09:12Z

Oh, feels like it was loong ago I wrote here :O hmm..

Today I went to Sanni and watched 47, FINALLY! and as thought, AWSOME! srs, I love them so much.
Well ofcoursem Okura is like killing me, why is he so cute? When I heard him speak, or do some kinda "scream", his voice is so "high" *?* in some waym, he sounds like a little boy! :') And everytime he smiles, srs, I melt. His teeth, can it get more cute? So friggin cute <3

And Yasu cute as always, with his high singing, and when he tries the "I am so cool" things he does, or seems like he does, <3
And Yoko is just so god dman much love, he is fun, everything he do makes me fugging smile XD and he is so cute now :O
All of them was awsome ^__^

Tomorrow I will go to stockholm and meet alot of awsome girls <3 it will be fun :D

So, that was a fast post ^^' and nothing more then RL bla bla, sry!!

YAY!

2007-12-23T23:52:42Z

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!! <3

I love you all so much!

Hugs and kisses for you!

tesshigepi @ 2007-12-15T20:47:00

2007-12-15T20:08:20Z

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!

RORY-CHAN!! <3

I hope u have/had a great day!! And get to share it with your beloved ones ^__^

" 47 4 U "

2007-12-10T21:11:17Z

Sanni is insane!! yesterday I got an sms where it stood "47 4 U! happy birthday biatch" from sanni....SRS, she actully bought the DVD for me!! it's like.. extreeeeemly expensive O__O SRS MAAN! my present for u was one stupid singel, and u buy me a DVD.. ghaa.

THANKS AND I LOVE YOU!! ♥

And thaanks Nekko for your loveeelly drawing you sent me! *__* <3

tesshigepi @ 2007-12-10T00:09:00

2007-12-09T23:20:57Z

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TSUKA-CHAN! ♥

tesshigepi @ 2007-12-09T22:12:00

2007-12-09T21:19:49Z

Hello guys!! Just wanted to say sorry that I havenät been commentiing the last 3-4 days, I've been kinda busy!! >.< <3

and then I just wanted to say HSADWGQDFQEWF I GOT THE PHOTOBOOK1 :'D Goosh, I'm so happy..
I went home the day after my htings from YA got here, and I see a new thing to go and get. When I get the package sanni says it's the same size as the photobook, and then I wanted to cry. So, I got it, AND a free KATTUN dvd *drools* XD aaah, happy~~

HATE YESASIA! T___T

2007-12-06T20:02:50Z

Maybe you read about it in sannis LJ that I got no photobook, I got Kattuns DVD indstead... I mean, how stupid can they be? I wanted a Kanjani8 photobook, and gets a Kattun DVD? SRS MAN!! well, Matty (♥) mailed them and and told them how it was, and they said "we are so sorry about it, and we also are sorry to say that the photobook is now oput of print" OUT OF PRINT?? ;___;

That means that now.. I will not get a photobook... The one that I waited so long for, and now it's sold out.. srs.. hate yesasia ;__; well., I always have my KATTUN dvd...
I SOOO hope someone will sell a photobook here in LJ, or else I'll die XD no but I rly hope ;__; And then i will have to pay much for it, and then, it will be hard to have money for the kanjan8 DVD too.. GHAA this sucks!!

Tadayoshi cake ♥

2007-12-02T21:33:13Z

So today we had a "family bithday reunion" XD My lil'sis and my dads girls dotter had their B-days 1-2 weeks ago, and my is coming, so our cousins and so came to celebrate today ^^

And, I got a cake.. and ...this is it, the cake ♥__♥

I .. I loved it ♥__♥

They even made the hair brown with chocolate *__* ♥

and this miki made for me :'D

So cute :')

tesshigepi @ 2007-11-28T22:30:00

2007-11-28T21:37:36Z

Okay so my lil'sis sned me this link on msn and says "EMMA!! watch this! I promise you will notice what I mean!" So I looked waht it was, and, omg, it was when BEYONCÉ where in sweden *_* and in Irreplaceble she wanted everyon to go with the arms you know "to the left to the left"? and she screamed at everyoone to put up there hands,and everyone was all like boring, but Sanni and I tried to be more "cooler" the the others so we stand up and waved like crazy! AND SHE SAW US! SRS! and it iwas on youtube XD well, it sucks and all that but..

SANNI, here, at 03:20 or so, "I see you in the white shirts!"

Okurame?

2007-11-28T20:14:51Z

So, I'm bored XD and have nothing to do, so I looked at Agtoros pics she posted. And I saw this pic, Tadayoshi.
Dosen't he look a biiit like Kame? *__* '''

Credits: agtoro

I'll cut my hair ~

2007-11-25T22:10:13Z

This week have been.. well, it could have been much better. And then yesterday my.. ex-b/f just calls me up asking "hello, can I sleep in your hous tonight?" I mean.. WTH ;___; well I let him..

And tomorrow I will cut my hair!! GHAA!! and maybe even color it *___* I am so nervous... because I always feel angry when i have cut it, it gets short, or ugly or whatever XD
Well, I hope it turns good :) and the color, if I color it, it will be darker, dark brown I think ^__^ ah well, I'll se tomorrow!

So before I cut it, this is how it looks now,

So, well, one thing I know is I rly need to cut my "cap" ( sry my english, but u know. the short hair in the front, the forhead XD ^^' )

B-Day child <3

2007-11-16T17:47:46Z

It's a special day to day, a special persons Birthday, so

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHADOOW!! ♥ ~~Grattis på födelse dagen!!~~
Hope your day is great <3 and we have to talk soon :'D
Jag älskar dig!! ♥

;______;

2007-11-14T21:35:25Z

I'm sry guyss that I'll post this "boring real life sadness! here so u have to scroll it, but this feels like the only place I can be myself, atleast abit. And it is a "diary" and the only "diary" I have too so ... sry again

Today I srsly didn't knew what to do or where to go, I am stuck here with theese mean sick weird ppls. And then my dad that isn't that good of a person either, but much better then THEM. And then my lil sis too, what about her, she can't feel good.
This person Susanne, my dads girl, and her doughter Matilda, maybe u have heard about them before here, they are srsly killing me;__; Today we have talked about so many things, things that made me feel like "homeless" or "lost" I dunno... So now I am all.. I dunno what to do rly ;___;

And now I just want to say, that, here, in LJ, when I can sit here, and just read or write or whatever, just "be" with u ppl, I feel better, u guys makes me happier, I know that some of u I only know trough internet, and some of u I almost don't know at all, but still

I really like you guys ♥

And, Sanni, Lucas, Munira, Malta I'm happy that I have u ♥

And to end with, Tadayoshi, and ofcours all of Kanjani8 always make me smile even when I'm down <3

Edit: NEWS too <3

.::♥HAPPY BIRTHDAY SANNI!!♥::. And Totsu ^o^ <3

2007-11-13T20:49:29Z

I'm sry if u already have them all >.< But, I still took the time to put them here, that is the point right? ;D

And here is some like,... "papa" pics of him too, but they suck bigtime, it is someone who took them with a camera u know? well, he has such cool style so I saved them XD

That was the "bad" pics too XD but he has really cool style, ne? *___* ♥

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SANNI! :D ♥ *~~like I have said 3498753496 times today XD8D~~*
I hope you had a good day *ofcourse u had, u got to spend it with ME in school 8) JKJK ♥*
And I felt I wanted to do something, but, I suck D: So, I only posted some pics for u... *emma with-no-imagination* And even worse.. u have like all of them already XD But, the point is that I actully poste them k? qw
*PS: du fick en extern!! :'D*

I LOVE YOU ~~BITCH~~ DEAR :') ♥

And one more birthday child ;D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TOTSU! ♥

It's so cool that they have their B-days on our days X'D

PS: I always screw the cuts up =__=

HAPPY BIRTHDAY Tesshi and Leo!! ♥

2007-11-11T20:30:29Z

So today I have many ppl to say "happy B-day" too, but first and most inportant:

Tegoshi turns/turned 20 today :') ♥ Omg, he is "grown up" now, I can't realy see him as a grown up, but, well he is <3 OMG he is so cute and have always been so cute ~~* exept from "monster chibbi tego =__=*~~ and now he is "grown" and should look mature and hot.. GHAA!

I wont do any "picspam" because he has already got 3485738656 picspams on LJ ^__^ But I still love him!!
Hope u had a good day Tego~~she~~shi ♥♥♥

And my "first fandom", I really liked/likes him, Leonardo Dicaprio ♥ who now is a old ugly eeewy man ♥

And then, Happy B-day Riitard!! ~~

~ My room ~

2007-11-08T20:47:06Z

Today there where o school, because we all had to try to get money for a school in india, we help a school there every year or something. I walked my dog, and cleaned the kitchen.
I thought Sanni where gonna come in to town, but she didn't >.< BORING.
Well, I took some pics of my room ^^ '' if anyone would wanna see where it is I sit all day long =__=

~Room~

My room XD

Bed ~

The "bed side wall" ~

This is where I sit everyday ♥ x'D

Yamapi ~

My "bookcase" that I hate, and have always hated, and THAT DAD LET ME SELL NOW!! :'D so soon it's goone ~

My window =__= xD
looks boring outside ;___;

Last pic, my carpets XD okay, so my room is kinda pink, and when we bought theese carpets I wanted to have soome other color, so, ofcourse, I took green just because of Okura ^^;; *hides*

Soo, now I have ... been all ... boring and showed my room.. lol XD
well, this is where I live like I said ^^

And just because I'm still bored and have nothing to do
I saw that Sonya (Selina_Sama) seem to feel very down =/ and, this is like nothjing, but, I felt that I wanted to help a little, or try to make u happier, or at least smile a little, or who knows, maybe u laugh about this XD well, that is good too ^^

So, Sonya, cheer up!! :) ♥

time too sleep soon =__= ~

Meme ~

2007-11-06T19:29:53Z

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