EEEE?! She trew you out from your home?! >O WTF?!

cute pics <333
and you know...you look like...my brother's girlfriend...maybe not exactly the same...but veeeeery similar :X

YES!! she is the frikking biggest fucking *sorry all the ugly words!* PSYCHO I know! D: she is totaly ruined in her brain or smthn O_O I can maybe tell u all at msn :O

Aw thaanks :*! <3

Ah, didn't you know? O_O It s me, that dats your bro :O
..HAHAHA jkjk But oh I do? :O coool *__*

PS: your icon *_* drools*

Ahh that lady is evil!! But I'm glad you're living in a better place (with a computer) :D

I missed you too my dear! I miss fangirling with you <3 ;)

yes evilness itself!! *_* ah yes :'D ooh it is soo nice to have one!! ghaa ~ <3

AWWW! I missed it too!! <33

welcome back =3

Aw, thanks *^^*
Well, I hav atleast tried to have time for your posts :3

emma is back~ lol so thats what you look like and you are really really pretty... did you know that?!?!?

RESA ~~
Ah yes am! finaly AGAIN lol.
uwaa thaaanks *_* <3 ah no not that pretty! >.

ah no not that pretty!
ummn? O_O;;;

Ah, yes ^^; I always am thankfull to ppl that call me pretty or so :O , but I have really bad self confidence ^^' *suck at english ^^'*

You are strange ))) really
you have a boyfriend ne? then why you feel bad in it O_o

Ppl have tol me that before, that I am strange hm, and I probebly is :X
Ah yes :O! u knew? ah sanni told u ne?
Hmm, it is complicated about us, he DO make me get bettr confidence, but he is. oh not the best person in the world either .__.

Ah yes :O! u knew? ah sanni told u ne?
un un )))

oh not the best person in the world either .__.
stop!! O_O I'm confused
who is not the best? O_o

Aaaah, ok I see :O

Ah oh! I ment Theerawat, my B/F :) Not anyone else!! *_*
He is hmm, we have been toghter once before *I had liked him looong time* and he dumped me. Then I started to know about johnnys :O And one year later we mwt again, and started to go out, and went to be tohter again. And now he is not like before :/ all the girls talkes to him and is al "come to mee, be with meeeee". And also he don't like that I love Okura and those "japanese brats" that he calls them T__T and that makes me angry sometimes! because he can't stop my feelings. Ad he is just. weird sometimes ^^' that is all :) So it was Theera O talked about ^___^

then why you with him?

Everyone asks me sam qestion. And they all say "leav him!! he is bad!" But I am Emma, I am like.. ppl know me as this realy nice, TOO nice person. It is my hope about mking him a better person that makes me stay I think :/

It is my hope about mking him a better person that makes me stay I think
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you just love him

yeah, it has to be that way ne

for a first sorry if it could hurt you, coz i really don't want to hurt you!!

all the girls talkes to him and is al "come to mee, be with meeeee".
but he is still with you!

And also he don't like that I love Okura
now think about it. How do you feel if one person who very importent to you says and loves another one?
okay one thing if it was like hobby and nothing more, but if you feel another way?! it's hurt, coz every man wants that woman he loves belong only to him in her feelings, like every woman wants that from her man.

because he can't stop my feelings
hhmm do you think about his?

not the best person in the world either
if you love someone you don't thinking about he is the best or not, coz you love person the way he is with all his good and bad sides.

for me i just can't be with the person, who besides me loves someone else. Coz it's hurt...

i'm alone
i've always been alone
i found him, but he is so far away from me and he is not achievable. The most worst in it i don't see anyone but him. i know this is strange and unnormal i just don't see anyone, i look at guys and can easy say that they are beautiful, but i don't feel any emotions to them. and i know it stupid, but i can't love one and date with another which i don't love, i can't love both in same time, i don't know how it possible. That is why the love means a much meaning for me, it's not just simply word, this is something goes from deep inside of me. I'm stupid coz i 100 much belongs only to him, i'm happy and unhappy in same times, coz if thinking about it, i'm a looser, do you wanna be like me? i really don't want you to feel like this!! Coz you are very good person!! you know ... how much sometimes i want the one i love to embraced me. How much i want he hold me in his arms and never let go, how much i cry when i think about it...


It is my hope about mking him a better person
if he is really bad person, you no need to be with him, but don't try to change his feelings and the way he is, if you still with him... that means he is not such a bad

Keep what you have if it means so much for you, and let it go if it doesn't
we says "more better have a tit in the hands, than crane in the sky"

Edited at 2008-03-19 05:49 am (UTC)

A, noo nooo! Don't worry! You don't hurt me! :) You just tell me what you think ne? and maybe I need it ^^

Hm, yes he is! But, he also sometimes are ith them or writes with them when I don't know. Like this one thing, last week, I was thrown out from my home, and needed somewhere to sleep, so I called him aaall day long, it was getting later and later. I send him a message on phone how t was. THEN he calls. "Ah sry, I where with .. eh. Amanda.." Always with Amanda :( I don't wanna be a jelous G/F but I can't help it :( He didn' answer my phone cuz he was with her.. oh well.

AH! Oh, you are right there. I wouldn't be that happy if he said he loved this amanda everyday :/

Yes, I do. Actully too much! All my friends keep telling me I should lee him, because honestly, he is mean. But I always says "but he is good too!" But now I have started to think if to saty or leave, cuz maybe I need it, or maybe not O_O

Oh, you are right in that too! that is why I say like I did up there ^_ to my friends, that "he is nice too!" Because I see the nice one

Oh aaw Sonya :'( I feel sad that you can't have feelings for anyone, that you only can say they are beautiful, but don't feel "love" :( It must be rly hard ne.
And NOO!! You are not a loser!!
You really love this Boy ne, I think that.. NO ONE can like him as much as you do. I do love him, rly extreamly much, but, I can never compare with you :) <3
Aw, you cry cuz he CAN'T have you in his arms an that? :( Aw <3
And AH! Thanks *o* I think you ar good person too!!

Yeah, so right again. I have 2 choice. 1: leave him 2: Love him for what he is.
For me it just is a har dessision, because I know there are nicer guys, but I do like him. And same time.. No I don't know what I am thinking anymore XD ^^;

It seems like you have many good things to say :) It helps <3

But, he also sometimes are ith them or writes with them when I don't know.
Have you try to talk with him?

Always with Amanda
his ex? O_o

AH! Oh, you are right there. I wouldn't be that happy if he said he loved this amanda everyday :/
so ... now understand how he's feeling.


I don't wanna be a jelous G/F but I can't help it
but this is normal if you love him =)

Oh aaw Sonya :'( I feel sad that you can't have feelings for anyone, that you only can say they are beautiful, but don't feel "love" :( It must be rly hard ne.
why sad? so problem in me... i said that i can love and belong only for one...

I do love him, rly extreamly much
and after this words think about if your B/F said same words his friend about another girl.
plz don't lying and always be honestly for a first to yourself.
need to know the distinction between "love" and "like"
love is too strong sense and word(for me)
so don't need to tell this in the emptiness
So think which one of them you can say "i love him" and which one you can say "i like him"

you cry cuz he CAN'T have you in his arms an that?
*/sigh/*

Em~~!! *glomphuggletackle* wahh long time no talk coughFANGIRLcough!! aww miss you~
she kicked you out?!?! thats so evil!! D: but at least you have a place to stay ne? WITH A COMPUTER! yay!
i hope your JE stuff finds a comfy home soon =D and that you also get an awesome and comfy room
whee pretty pictures~ you're so pretty you know that? *huggle*

Yuki~~!! *getsglompedhuggledtakleanddoesitback* yeees! too loog !! AHAH yes talking *fangirling* yes! <3
YES!! she is o frikking sick that women O_O ah yes! COOOMP!! :'D
aah aaaw yeah me too! and yes maybe I get a room soon ^*^
UWAAA *__* thaaanks Yuki-boo *O* <33

welcome back to lj bisssh x)

hey i wanna play ps3 too D; would you hit theera for me XD? jkjk.

♥

thank you hoe 8)

then come here some weekend :O when he isn't home XD
AHAHAHHA OKOK *hits*
..he is so fucking stupid -__-

maah <3